Tuesday, July 12, 2005

ranty rants

i am getting old.
i have been ranting quite a bit lately. hahah!
sorry for sending rants to the 2 of you over sms today.
you know who you are *winks*
thanks for the venting- outlet, i jus need a listening ear =)
you're much appreciated!

i am okay generally, jus stressed to meet deadlines which is tis Thurs.
(which is just one of the many deadlines. hahahah!)
need to contact people, interview them, send them proposals...
then pray damn hard that they reply me. many organizations are way too aloof.
which like in the case of CHC, it has been a week and no avail.
i better call them to press them and pray harder. urgh.

coz if CHC and TOUCH doesn't reply me by thurs or 26th July,

then 1) i have no observations and conclusive results to hand in on Thurs when i submit my report. that spells S-H-I-T. someone's gonna be really upset with my work.

then 2) i will have nothing constructive to present when i submit my comprehensive and edited academic paper by 30th July for review!

i'm expected to make a short presentation before other accomplished scholars and Govt. officials at this year's inter-religious dialogue in Sept..
i don't want to go there and have nothing critical to say, coz that will bring a bad name to IPS.
many scholars have also taken time off specially to attend the dialogue =/

many people think my job is damn relaxed. why?
coz it's flexible there is so much free time i can enjoy basking in the sun.
GET REAL!!! i am not paid well for no reason! trade off man!

amidst the difficulties faced during my internship, i'll like to thank God and praise Him for my lovingly understanding and supportive family, especially my father who has been the critical examiner of my works; my church mates who have alwiz walked with and prayed for me; my friends who hug me when i feel lonely; and my demanding yet supportive dept.
Glory to be God forever. all things are not possible without His divine blessings.
May Christ shine as the perfect role model of our lives in this volatile and complicated world.

back to work it is for now =)

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home